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There is a freedom at the intersection of: entrepreneurship, enlightenment and enchantment.

The path of Grace, lined with 22,000+ daily gratitude entries from 1999-2018, lead me to that freedom.

Enjoy the daily wisdom, funnies, and present day commentaries :D

18 moons ago...
Northern lights in Tromso epically better than Reykjavik!!! Thermal suits made all the difference. And we had a homemade meal by the fire and grandma's cookies. Food really unites people.

18 moons ago...
Oh man oh man thank you Universe for showing me that I deserve better and there's plenty better out there. God, I would have sold myself so short otherwise! X had so many ailments. What contrast!!!

4 moons ago...
OMG! He says: You make me *very* happy x. And I’m not doing anything. I’m just being me. Just existing, warts and all.

57 moons ago...
Have tickets to comedy show next Tues evening. Wanna be my date? :p Just be me.

8 moons ago...
So interesting to watch X and Y reach 100 podcasts already. That's what I was trying with Z but we made each podcast into a whole production for uber high quality so could reach those kinds of quantity numbers... Quality over quantity I guess...

5 moons ago...
Marcell's words of wisdom - Struggle is a choice.

40 moons ago...
Ah I see. My webinar didn't have audio because it was meant to give me more time to reach out to more people. Got it.

75 moons ago...
Light bulb: I can be a business coach for life coaches and wellness practitioners! Woah I think I just blew my own mind.

19 moons ago...
I could ask my VA to manually create my quotes... or I can create a script to batch it in Photoshop. Option 2 it is! Automation, automation, automation!

17 moons ago...
And I was able to leave my suitcase with the driver. Score!

28 moons ago...
Trip would have been nicer on my own without X. Just sit there and soak up the mountains. Instead of incessant chatter, cheeks that hurt from forced smiling and inability to tell someone to shut up. Love silence and my introversion so much more and more and more. It's the gateway to creativity, joy and presence.

79 moons ago...
Follow Cirque to Soleil all over the world, now there's an idea!

28 moons ago...
Oh X, you flamboyant extrovert, I don't even need to meet you to know that I'll be exhausted sharing a life with you. That's probably why you came into my life. To help me remember, lol!

25 moons ago...
It's like playing chess with the Universe: I make a move, It makes a move. Back and forth. It can feel nauseating sometimes, but it's a game worth playing. #wisdom

19 moons ago...
Had a dream about me living in a sumptuous decorated living space like Downton Abbey. Lol! Full permission for grandeur!!

57 moons ago...
X had a panic attack during her depression... My intuition, upon picking up the phone, knew to ask her about her breathing!! #trust

24 moons ago...
Don't need to tidy up konmari style because I don't have any stuff. I knew this at 15. Some people only realise this at death. Wow.

69 moons ago...
Such abundance into my life. Could I be frightened by abundance?

11 moons ago...
Wow dental work in Vancouver $1,000 CAD and in Spain 245€!! Cell phone in Vancouver $75 CAD/month, in Spain 10€/month. Me likes my new home.

16 moons ago...
Travelling in Russia and former Soviet countries, I'm such an odd duck out, story of my life! That's not news. But how I feel inside, confident and whole, that's what's different. #innergrowth

56 moons ago...
Asked for a whole banana at smoothie bar at Steve Nash gym and didn't get charged extra. Hee!

37 moons ago...
Running late for X's bday party and buying her present but was super proud of myself for not rushing and calling in the mantra: I'm doing the best I can. I'm doing the best I can.

37 moons ago...
Had just told X I want to be with a man who knows he's a f*cking fool for letting me go as I came out of NSA Clear Days. I did sooo great! #fullselfexpression

13 moons ago...
So cool that I have zero fear of appearing on Telesummit now. The love has replaced the fear. 

7 moons ago...
Was googling myself and found robotics video from college. God, I was so unconscious then. No idea who I was, so naive and believed everything anyone said, completely unaware of my greatness. Oh boy, I'm sooo sorry.

46 moons ago...
Waahoo! Finally finished mailing list opt-in offer series

34 moons ago...
OMG I'm not feeling angry or anxious. I'm picking up on X's anger and anxiety. Holy f*ck! #empath

80 moons ago...
Because X changed times, I was able to meet with Y. Neat how that all works out.

31 moons ago...
Instead of trying to keep it all together, just surrender Ella. Just go with the flow and feel what's here now and then create the emotions you want to feel. #wisdom

49 moons ago...
To be told: I'll gradually love the fungus out of you! LOL!

9 moons ago...
Aha! My fear of success is still rooted in discomfort/pain of loosing friends if I become to successful... which has happened many, many, many, many times in the past. My mind says: upgrading myself = upgrading my circles, which I clawed my way up to earn in the first place =  letting go of those older circles = potential loss keeps me small. Sigh. See it as gaining new awesome friends instead of loosing non-resonant ones. #wisdom 

27 moons ago...
Hahaha my host's friend watched me eat like a mouse and started taking smaller bites so I wouldn't think he's a Neanderthal. LOL!

36 moons ago...
Oh f*ck, I make a great boss!!!

52 moons ago...
Getting a cold is good: made me pause, look at my life, the whole picture, choose whom I spend time with, where I want to go next, the travels and the riches I want to make. The bright side!

20 moons ago...
The rest, you've got to experience for yourself. Wow! Sooo many aha moments! Just wow!

3 moons ago...
Aha: I’m a massive giver. Instead of shrinking my give around people who don't / won't / can't reciprocate, find other massive givers. Easy! OMG... Secret cracked!!

65 moons ago...
Business enrolment: I finally moved into conscious competence (up from conscious incompetence). Damn it feels sooo good!

52 moons ago...
Daydreaming comes true!!

68 moons ago...
Wow all signs point to: finish website. It'll give me such a sense of completion. My entire day's schedule completely cleared up for this. Complete. Go, do! Finish it :D

69 moons ago...
Seeking temporary pleasure is one of the greatest barriers to finding happiness.

58 moons ago...
Great dinner with Danika.

15 moons ago...
Sat at the airport lounge bar and ordered food. Didn't check nor ask for the price. Proud of self.
[Commentary: I do wonder, even with all the riches in my bank account, will "cheap Asian" scarcity ever truly, fully, ever leave my body / psyche / karma?]

21 moons ago...
After Somatic Experiencing session, for the first time in a long time, I felt my bigger vision entrepreneur self show up: I can leverage AirBnB, home studio, aerial silks, office sharing in my home and make it an entrepreneurial and artistic and holistic haven. I felt it in my DNA for the first time. #somatic Wow, clunk, felt the decisiveness once and for all!!! Ok, feeling safer and safer in my body to create, to trust, to be richer still!

77 moons ago...
Mama needs a new laptop. Soooo  motivating when goal is directly in sight.

32 moons ago...
Debbie advice after seeing my radiant photo shoot: Yeah … you have to kiss a lot of frogs … in my case, help a lot of Turkeys …. Before meeting my husband … LOL!

46 moons ago...
Found a home with e-women network. Felt sooo good. Give business cards only if I have advice or a connection for them, rather than sell my own services. Give first, share always, and lift each other up. I like!

75 moons ago...
Must remember to rest when travelling

57 moons ago...
Sorted out dad car incident when I'm in the right state of mind

72 moons ago...
Shared book publishing idea with Debbie and chatted over the phone. Love our convos.

77 moons ago...
I've never stayed friends with an ex. It's kinda nice. Actually, it's super liberating!

45 moons ago...
Yulia watching me lead on Zoom and she's smiling big big big and proud. And messages me privately. Feeling so much love!

65 moons ago...
Within 1 year, my business income surpassed expenses enough for me to transfer $XXX shareholder money to myself! With $50,000 project under my belt and two clients in the waiting, and referrals from sooo many more! Wow.

43 moons ago...
X mocking me for my attachment to Structure, and it's actually structure that has put me waaaay ahead of her in success and wealth. Interesting.

78 moons ago...
Do aerial silks training all over the world
[Commentary: Wow, I just put this as a dream. And idea. Who knew that 3.5 years later, I would actually be visiting dozens of Antigravity Yoga studio all over the world, taking classes in many languages that I don't speak. Dreams do come true!]

9 moons ago...
Remember: X says "yeah but" a heck of a lot. He's got so many excuses. Such victim in him.

27 moons ago...
My AirBnB host thinks I'm gonna freeze into a popsicle. He gave me a sweater, hot tea, and aimed the heater right at me. Hehehe. So sweet! I did tell him I'm from the #greatwhitenorth and born in -30C snowstorm. He insisted. Bless! <3

15 moons ago...
If I didn't have to eat, I'd never go out #hsp #introvert So I guess it's a good thing that I'm taking a ride to Rodney Bay [St Lucia] to have a wander and get some food. I wish I could just order pizza and stay in. #introvertboss 

1 moons ago...
Major aha!!! I see now why I didn't make millions before: I would have had the lifestyle and lay on a sun lounge in fancy Costa del Sol resort... all by myself. And that kinda pain is simply excruciating!!! So the money gods spared me such excruciating pain. I see, I see!

78 moons ago...
Yes, India is inexpensive to outsource to but there are timezone differences, long-distance fees, time zone and shipping debacles.

59 moons ago...
OMG Aug 31 2013, after energy clearing session with Shelia, I'm so happy. Joking around with Jill about my choice of iPad cases. Cleaning part 2 of parents home. Heading out to brunch with Lisa. I'm just sooo happy.

86 moons ago...
Mint.com

51 moons ago...
When you work on self, on being a better person, on building relationship, on being not afraid, there's such eeeeeeaaaaase!! I sit up straighter. Life is gooder. Way eaiser than pushing and forcing. 

41 moons ago...
Woah! Ballsy Ella! Owning myself as a wealth coach. Teaching others to create six-figure businesses. Wow! You get what you need by helping others get what they need.

53 moons ago...
X showed up at my front door same time as me. Universe loves me.  

51 moons ago...
I love waking up in the arms of a lover.

65 moons ago...
Haha X got jealous with success and turnout of my business launch. Not my circus, not my monkeys.

79 moons ago...
Maybe stay with AirBnB guys going forward to welcome mores testosterone into my life, ha!

79 moons ago...
X: I'm all over January 20th! Y is a very very cool speaker!
[Commentary: Overly eager to meet up with someone when the naive heart has conjured up feelings that don't exist from the other. Sigh. Oh to be innocent.]

72 moons ago...
Interesting that this week's Be assignment is easy.

4 moons ago...
Wow the gradual upgrade from earning CAD to USD to EUR and now GBP. £ doesn't seem so daunting anymore. [Plus, gotta factor in Brexit.]

47 moons ago...
Because I did the difficult thing by asking X to buy in May, I was rewarded with two more business clients.

27 moons ago...
I'm so quiet in my room, AirBnB host knocked to check on me. I'm learning to put up a sign on my door of what I'm up to, to clue people in, to be in partnership with him. He feeds me, that's my favourite part of the equation :D

9 moons ago...
What a grand difference it made to spend an entire day moving, cleaning, grounding, feeling reset, feeling clean, feeling accomplished, feeling expansive and light... And now my jet lag is gone. My desire to work is back and all is right with the world. Wow. So needed. #simple

48 moons ago...
Entrepreneurship = Everest climb.

38 moons ago...
X piggy backing me to the car after video shoot because I was so tired. And him taking care of me when my body broke down after. 

60 moons ago...
Ambrose Joyce party sleepover. Good music, great laughs, such nice friends. Even learned about the Vancouver Transit app!

52 moons ago...
Kissing in rental car...

25 moons ago...
Multiple personality disorder spectrum. Autism spectrum. Gifted spectrum. I'm on all of them! #enlightenment

58 moons ago...
Skype with K was amaaaazing. I'm helping people heal.

15 moons ago...
I'm so in flow and in love (like inside Love, not in love with me-the-person or someone else), that when girl came to sell me bracelets, I smiled and said "no thank you, sweetheart". Wasn't pestered or bothered or guilty or fake smiling. Genuinely loved the little darling but don't want any bracelets. Run along now. This is new. I'm usually so annoyed by panhandlers.

29 moons ago...
There was a Starbucks right there to greet me with familiarity [Seoul, Korea] and I got a $5 green juice... and I saw it: the empty plastic bottle is perfect for my coconut oil which leaked that morning. Thankfully I was smart enough to put it in a ziplock bag. And now I saved myself a big mess. Ready made plastic container perfect size for my coconut oil. Tada!!!

58 moons ago...
I am in love with my life. I am in love with me.
[Commentary: Hmm... this seems to be a lessons/state that I forget over and over and over, then remember here and there, and forget over and over and over. Hmph... Seems like when life is going well, ie the way I want it to, I am in love with life and me. When things don't go my way, then I hate life and me. Childish, but true. We all do it!]

41 moons ago...
OMG can't wait to turn off my AirBnB calendar. It was awesome money but coordinating cleaning and guests is not a great use of my talent and potential. Not my life's purpose.

49 moons ago...
NSA: released the clutch and somatic wave in my neck engaged. What in life do I need to release the clutch on?

2 moons ago...
So grateful I’m not a shelf-help kinda person. I don't collect quantity of programs. Instead, I look for depth, somatic transformation and sustained change. And I IMPLEMENT that depth, somatic tf and change. #discernment

20 moons ago...
Let my bladder be my natural timer to leave the library. Glad I got up to stretch and breathe and didn't force myself with unrealistic masculine goals.

68 moons ago...
Look at 5 people around you and you'll go as far as them. Holy shit X, Y, Z&W. Yes, my presence is a gift and they feel uplifted by me. But I am not being uplifted by them... Going nowhere fast. #aha

58 moons ago...
I spin stories, yikes. Tell the truth.

18 moons ago...
Mom gave me $600 CAD and I found 80£... when converted to € because of Canadian low and Brexit low, it doesn't turn out as much... and it goes fast...

87 moons ago...
X watches my training videos over and over and recognises my voice now before we ever met

16 moons ago...
Predicted that Carly would get preggers in England! #iknewit

35 moons ago...
Lust building not list building

13 moons ago...
Wow looking at my website's Google analytics and seeing that my business shot through the roof after I broke up with X. Incredible! He is OBVIOUSLY not the right partner. Hahaha.

35 moons ago...
I do live in luxury: no earning ceiling, master of my own schedule, peace mostly, choice, surrounded by talent, residual income pathway, there's always physical money at the end of my card swipes.

57 moons ago...
Sharing myself genuinely with Maria. Be happy. Enjoy this time of bliss and euphoria that you've always wanted. Enjoy the honeymoon that you've never had.

54 moons ago...
Reading Feng Shui book bf Boxing Day, welcome abundance and sales!

70 moons ago...
Richard's wisdom: every failure is a learning experience. Got little brothered again LOL!

3 moons ago...
What a contrast: J acknowledges me for my curiosity, rather than getting irritated and/or shutting me down for asking too many questions.

44 moons ago...
Watching documentaries on YouTube to learn more about the history of cities I visit. 

11 moons ago...
Bleh. Would not want to work with X again. Ever.

16 moons ago...
Yeeaaaah I was super brave and went to kebab house when supermarket salad bar woman ignored me. I made a friend. Kind Turkish man. So kind and friendly and welcoming. 

30 moons ago...
Things I've said to a guy while sat immobile on couch: We're not moving and your heart is beating really fast. Hehe.

87 moons ago...
I'm so happy!

62 moons ago...
X is a better person because he met me, I initiated him to entrepreneurship AND self-development

32 moons ago...
Now Intercontinental Hotel feels more like it!! First thought: it's a preview of upcoming attractions. Second thought: it's a view of CURRENT attraction!!! #lifeupgraded

61 moons ago...
Didn't enrol X but became super good friends with her. Thank you entrepreneurship for more friends!

77 moons ago...
NSA: Angel string pulling my heart up. I didn't know I could breathe through my heart. #enlightenment

37 moons ago...
I love Thai take out and customizing order to: no egg not spicy extra veggies!!!

9 moons ago...
Oy oy oy. Ha ha ha. Give everything time and Apple ID was sorted AND my primary email let me create a new Apple ID account. Woot woot! Didn't get locked out. Phew and yay!

29 moons ago...
Maybe it's a good thing that I'm not American... I might have been forced to go to Harvard and ended my own life in the process [under the inhumane pressure to be the best].

40 moons ago...
Aww how great is Calvin for not charging me for an on-the-spot Skype help call. It's on him, as a welcome to the Simplero community. What an amazing man!

6 moons ago...
Interesting how much joy I get from working up a very pure sweat cleaning my room, washing the floors, doing my laundry, without any sense of time or space, because I enjoy it, not because I have to, it’s from me to me… maybe self-love is that simple

56 moons ago...
Free of parents' victim, martyr, scarcity, unexpressed voice, energy leeching, give me money drain, forever goooooooone!!!
[Commentary: Haha. I thought it was forever gone. But after reading Women who Run with the Wolves, I have a feeling their shadow impact on me isn't forever gone. It'll circle back again and again, with less intensity and frequency each time, but it'll be back. And I've finally accepted it. #wisdom]

52 moons ago...
To be told: I'm so excited!!! I can't tell you how happy you make me. I'm going to attack you with kisses and hugs, be prepared! xoxoxo

14 moons ago...
Wow book frequency is really drilling in "space before particles" lesson. Makes writing e-course intro and outro so much easier. It comes from my soul's vibration instead of my head. #enlightenment

4 moons ago...
Got to office, no more free desks, so went downstairs to take a phone call. X came in and when he saw me put the phone down, he made sure to say hi. I mean, how loving are these guys <3

67 moons ago...
Return to Love: Marianne Williamson ... Shifting rel w dad from one of duty and obligation to love.

19 moons ago...
Aww my bro supporting me with my book/documentary idea: I think it would help a lot of people, our upbringing will relate to a lot of people and our lives look hopeful to them

85 moons ago...
African safari soup

63 moons ago...
Gave X ticket to Rick. Just left it. And he sent me e-money transfer. #trust

63 moons ago...
When I had $9,000 in tax refunds, I KNEW beyond a shadow of a doubt that I could run my own business and make it!! Now I have $59,606.87. Of course, I'll make it. 

3 moons ago...
I love that he wasn't frustrated that I couldn't find my way around the center and we were going in circles.

73 moons ago...
OMG flushing the toilet exercise brought no clients but prepared me to connect fearlessly with X's via Y group.

42 moons ago...
X, Y, Z, W... I'm the biggest fish in the bowl. It's time to get a new bowl, Ella!!!

59 moons ago...
IKEA trip to revamp mom's room. I can't live like this, in this filth.

42 MOONS AGO...
Luxury: take 30min to drink my smoothie and listen to music and just be. #timefreedom

4 MOONS AGO...
OMG if X came to visit her guy and Y stayed with me, we can use TLR for our meeting space. I have all the pieces set up already!! OMG I've made an amazing life for myself here!! All the pieces click. Finally.

30 MOONS AGO...
EFT tapping totally worked! The processing was batshit scary and painful but I felt relief right away.

68 MOONS AGO...
Ana Medina sharing her BNI experience with me. Such community. She offered for me to call her anytime.

61 MOONS AGO...
CTI Synergy, finally, over and done with

48 MOONS AGO...
Lesson from X: not to shoulder people who aren't at my level

44 MOONS AGO...
Today I released X's unhealthy habits. Your problem is not my problem. #boundaries

55 MOONS AGO...
Didn't freak out that got X's address. Totally apologised and recovered. Wasn't mortified.
[Commentary: Wow, getting an address wrong caused pre-"55 moons ago" me such shame. How far I've come since those days. How far. The price is high, the reward is great.]

60 MOONS AGO...
Friendship building with X. Apologised for expecting too much. What's important to me is totally not what's important to her. I know that now. Amen.

83 MOONS AGO...
Nice to have a job that you do when you feel like it #lifestyleentrepreneur

78 MOONS AGO...
I was right to take the time and money to have coffee with X and get her looped in before I drop the bomb [news] on the boss

81 MOONS AGO...
Suitcase perfect for lugging sewing machine from apt to apt

10 MOONS AGO...
Wow wow wow so proud of myself. Delegating everything I can to Angeline [virtual assistant]. Setting up powerful structures so Angeline is properly set up and trained in everything I need to country hop again. 

58 MOONS AGO...
A lot of you are playing too small with business prospects. Start being bolder. We're so concerned about what people will say that we don't share our testimonials.

26 MOONS AGO...
Wanted to see all of Sintra castles before coming down the hill, but didn't realise how close the palace was so didn't get off bus and ended up in the Vila. It turned out for the best so I can have lunch, replenish, head back up with sunset lighting. It all works out for the best, doesn't it. Doesn't it, Universe ;)

86 MOONS AGO...
He'll learn Drupal to help me out

41 MOONS AGO...
OMG!!! I'm acing these Masterminds. I went from the limiting belief that because I love 1-on-1 interactions, I can't lead a group Mastermind. It wouldn't be fair to my clients to have such short air time. And now I'm loooooving it! It's transformation AND high leverage AND so lucrative.

69 MOONS AGO...
Learning to be more expressive, good or bad. Was raised to only speak the good and never speak the bad.

26 MOONS AGO...
OMG that hot stone massage was absolutely delicious!!! I'm so relaxed and so happy. My cells are all tingling. Great timing: listening to Amy Cuddy's book on how I'm happy because I sing, not I sing because I'm happy.

30 MOONS AGO...
OMG it felt sooo good to vent and whine and cry to bestie

12 MOONS AGO...
OMG feels so good to delete a bunch of SFS subpages which repeat the main page. Sooo many words, Anne is right: toooooo many words! Got carried away by structure and pretty pretty icons LOL!. Simplify, simplify, simplify!!!

74 MOONS AGO...
Thank goodness Shae pointed out that my testimonials page was missing

85 MOONS AGO...
Get all errands done within 2hr bus ticket expiry

45 MOONS AGO...
Saying no to X one more time... I don't want to hang out with you! She actually constantly uses the words: emotional drama roller coaster

86 MOONS AGO...
Nap at home

18 MOONS AGO...
I want a man who wants to be better when he's with me. Actually takes initiative to be better. Not a man who I have to make better as a project. Whole and healed. No more projects!

80 MOONS AGO...
Talk about a physical and metaphorical cleanse (ie food poisoning) for a fresh 2012 new year

68 MOONS AGO...
Laughing reading Andee's blog

56 moons ago...
Intuition exercise with Jas: Felt butterfly flutter. Then hovering. The darkness with fireflies. Then my neck raised up. Then saw her slide down a slide. She started slow, fluttering around, then went into a cave with jewels, then climbed up a tree, then took stairs back down to the cave. Wow!!! Holy shit I have an amazing intuition.

75 moons ago...
Joked around with Hugo and Abraham. Enjoy benefits of learned extroversion.
[Commentary: Who the heck are Hugo and Abraham? LOL!]

75 moons ago...
Can stay with Priya after flight got cancelled

16 moons ago...
I wonder if my vulnerable posts that got more responses came from the heart. And my other posts that are less engaging because they come from the head... Hmm...

16 moons ago...
First time realisation: Thank god I'm not white, the intergenerational colonial guilt would eat away at me until there was nothing left. France put Haiti in financial crisis with 100+ years of paying the coloniser. And now they're extending humanitarian aid? How ironic. 

6 moons ago...
For the first time in my life I've got so much joy from within!!! Not just joy from without.

83 moons ago...
Soup Etc.

15 moons ago...
What if the purpose of life was to know the entire range of emotions so when a chickadee comes to you with their heartache, you can say, I know sweetheart, I know. And see them, and hear them and hold them... because you've been through it, all of it, all the pain, the darkness, the trauma, the shit? #boom

88 moons ago...
Groceries at Donald's are great prices

3 moons ago...
Other guys I’ve dated felt like whips, like they don’t know who they even are, as opposed to a strong embodied presence.

76 moons ago...
Moved my entire work setup toward natural sunlight.

8 moons ago...
Love how your autocorrect is now becoming more Spanish LOL

68 moons ago...
Fb chatting with Tia at 1am

89 moons ago...
Aerial sequence trio success. I'm like a snowflake falling from the sky!

25 moons ago...
X called me because she felt so lonely and had no on else to be vulnerable with. Thank you Leadership for amplifying my ability to hold presence!!!

11 moons ago...
You know you're tight with your roomie when Instagram suggests her mom as the top 3 people you should follow, lol!

5 moons ago...
Felt so good to go pillow shopping with Maria, support mom and pop shop, swing by hair salon to ask for an appointment, then go to Muelle Uno and buy a dress. It all just flowed, and in great company <3 I felt soooo good. She is my good luck charm!

29 moons ago...
OMG I feel sooo good purging and deleting stuff! Throw away junk from home, delete old photos/docs from computer, burn old heartbreak letters, throw away old ketchup from fridge, purge, purge, purge. Go paperless, flush things down toilet if expired... Puuuuuurge!!!

40 moons ago...
Me going to bed early and X and his friends going out partying. Best of both worlds!!

79 moons ago...
Powerful coaching technique from Linda: say a little more about that.

5 moons ago...
Sweet girl at airport thought she could go to Tunisia with EU ID card. Bless. She was sooo shocked that she needed her passport. #innocence

20 moons ago...
Mythologist Joseph Campbell: “Where you stumble is where your treasure lies."

41 moons ago...
X only renting my place for 1/2 time instead of full time, and I'm totally ok with that :D Didn't get reactive and shit LOL!

79 moons ago...
Had dinner with Guidi reminiscing about Rwanda

60 moons ago...
Feminine Systems model, even though her nasal voice bugs me to infinity and beyond, there's really something to her content...

19 moons ago...
Interesting: logging into Stripe account to update name and address suddenly made me track my money coming in and I finally *felt* that flutter of what S was saying of how much fun it's been to make money!!!

64 moons ago...
X is a tremendous gift to this world: inspired me to stand in my goddess light of love and abundance with dragon wings.
[Commentary: Alchemy: then I become a tremendous gift to the world!]

7 moons ago...
So aside from X, zero person liked it. That's ok, I'm not going to make up a story about my worthiness, lovability and divinity. Pattern broken! I'm gonna meditate and then go to co-working space for work focus and belonging. And that's that!

12 moons ago...
Aaawww love evening chats in the kitchen with Maria with gut-busting laughter with "my condition"

15 moons ago...
Spent 6 hrs on the beach, feeling the wind and how much god and me constantly loves me. Change my cells to receive love. 

43 moons ago...
I'm so proud of myself for taking pauses between calls and events to get grounded, find my sure footing, to organize myself in my thoughts and my tasks, before I take next action. No more frenzied life!!

56 moons ago...
I can't believe that I "went" after clients like X. You can do better than that, Ella. Raise your worth, raise your value.

21 moons ago...
I love being a girl because we have pajama parties. Do guys have pajama parties?

88 moons ago...
Independence!!!!!

27 moons ago...
How to identify a boy from a man: the boy says I'm a lucky guy. The man says I'm a blessed man.

57 moons ago...
Lounged on the couch, vision boarding with the gals. How lucky am I?!?

75 MOONS AGO...
It's NYC time, baby! Have a blast. I launched X's site. I pointed X in right direction. Go on holiday! Go enjoy. I deserve this. I've earned this. Read testimonials and portfolio as a reminder, if needed!!!

21 MOONS AGO...
So sweet impromptu dinner with bro and Jude, and head tilt hug goodbye. Felt such appreciation and sibling love.

55 MOONS AGO...
As I start writing my luxury ideas for AirBnB in Notes, there's a live broadcast by founder of AirBnB to hosts. I love my life! Yes, chaos in motion, but I'm cool as a cucumber (like X said)

18 MOONS AGO...
My skin looks radiant without X in my life and I dumped the gluten-free flour to honor of the completion of our soul contract. Thank god for that. Done and done. Phew.

33 moons ago...
T-shirt idea: it's just that I literally don't care at all.

59 moons ago...
Dad giving me a lift to skytrain <3

69 moons ago...
Kicked off the month with CTI's Fulfillment Coaching course

17 moons ago...
Having buffet lunch in Ivalo and sitting here savouring my food, in disbelief of how much I love myself. How far I've come. How happy I am. How free I am. How kind and loving I am. How in awe of self I am. Finally, finally, finally, finally finally tipped the scale of self hatred into self love. Finally! And it's showing up externally with emails of love and support at my writing (distributed MY way) and loving experiences and followers and tribal leadership and grace and liberation and death of perfectionism!!

59 moons ago...
Always come from the heart: what would my loving sage say? When X canceled, I went into pissed-off disappointment. I forgot to ask, I hope everything is ok with you first. Always go back to love.

68 moons ago...
First act of stepping into my strength, leadership and success, asking and taking X up on her offer for accessories and book. Learn to receive, god dammit!!

7 moons ago...
What an amazing day of coaching: X asking me "how do you do that?!?" I so naturally identified wording for her brand and felt it and cried.

34 moons ago...
So proud of myself for booking appointments after 5p, after MY work day, rather play the "good wife" and be home when the partner comes home. Bye bye doormat!!! Yeuh yeuh yeuh!!!

13 moons ago...
Wow self-compassion IS one of the most powerful tools in the world!

57 moons ago...
An hour long chat with Priya about dating. I need to elevate my worth. Two hour call with Jill to comfort me that I'm on the right track to finding my mate. Sniff.

56 moons ago...
Grace shared: even if my parents lived near, I wouldn't go running to them. I'd go out and make more money and hire someone to go help them.

53 moons ago...
Leadership R1 commitment to 1. look for evidence that life is easy and 2. ask for help... it did make my life easier, asking where mailbox location is and where food items are at TNT  

80 moons ago...
Lisa gave us chocolate and Starbucks card

33 moons ago...
In one single month: I broke up with X, flew to Calgary to be comforted by Mainey and help her pack her apartment, kept my business going superbly well, cleared old apartment under 8 days, sold all unnecessary items in 48hrs, within days got my mojo/shine/soul/light/radiance/breath/life force back, am motivated more than ever to upgrade my e-course, sent bar stools to Sindy, plants to Joyce and Grace, and had plenty of time to sleep well, paddleboard, take a self-defense class, spend time with friends. Wow, if that's not proof of being the wrong relationship, I dont' know what is! 

63 moons ago...
Zahra Huss

64 moons ago...
I am only responsible for myself. I release all responsibility for others and of others. X not wanting to be healthy, not my problem. I offered. The rest is up to him. 

56 moons ago...
Cooking class showing me that I'm a doer, not yet a leader. Delegate. Trust in people. Give them a chance to surprise you.

38 moons ago...
No more lingering shame that I exited digital agency business at the peak of its success. Deleted remnants of that biz from current website. Felt sooo good, a soul spring clean. Keeping those pages around, even though unpublished, hurt more than it helped. Kept them there to beef up my site?

63 moons ago...
Took time to play with dresses and get them hemmed

67 moons ago...
Little heart magnets in Integrative Nutrition box constantly reminds me to love myself

17 moons ago...
Making a list of people I'd fall head over heals for if they promoted me. And chuckled that I spent so much time thinking that X would be it. LOL!

65 moons ago...
Malu cleaning my place. Me giving her more than what she asked for. More in, more out, living abundantly. 

4 moons ago...
Courage Camp with Brené Brown: Strong back, soft front, wild heart.

65 moons ago...
Ironic that I'm telling X to slow down, say no, take care of self first, when I'm not :p OK, I will from now on. 

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