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January 11, 2018

There is a freedom at the intersection of: entrepreneurship, enlightenment and enchantment. These are the 22,000+ gratitude moments that got me here. [From gratitude journals 1999-2018]

11 moons ago...
You know you're tight with your roomie when Instagram suggests her mom as the top 3 people you should follow, lol!

5 moons ago...
Felt so good to go pillow shopping with Maria, support mom and pop shop, swing by hair salon to ask for an appointment, then go to Muelle Uno and buy a dress. It all just flowed, and in great company <3 I felt soooo good. She is my good luck charm!

19 moons ago...
Vipassna did warn me that sankaras come to the surface. Maybe X is just a vehicle to help me express myself, ask for what I want, let go, not react, not play victim, and not generate more sankaras. Not react as my inner child tantrum and disappointment. Not react as my inner teenager with anger and resentment. Not react with my young adult with f*ck off looser, we're over! Time to focus on myself again. Focus all of me on me. Book my tickets, make my plans. Flush that lukewarm non-committal type down the toilet.

73 moons ago...
OMG I said no to X on Sat and Y asks me to hang out on... Sat!!! Say no to the good to say yes to the great!

29 moons ago...
So grateful it wasn't raining when I arrived in Tokyo

12 moons ago...
Thank god Maria came with me to ID office so I had someone to roll my eyes and laugh with [at the bureaucracy, inefficiency and incompetency] instead of getting angry. She was so generous to let me "borrow" her bank account to pay the ID fee!

66 moons ago...
Bought my very first organic apples. It's starting!!!

30 moons ago...
Yay, no more dumbass reward tiers limits on travel credit card

57 moons ago...
Assisting CTI Synergy with ease and grace. So peaceful. So quiet and yummy.

29 moons ago...
My introversion helps me intuit fact and read unspoken meaning. Yay. Negative side effect: I don't ask for help, I become hyper self-sufficient. My HSP helps me intuit the right answer and flow. Eg. I can absorb X's sense of humour into my writing without even trying. Negative side effect: being a victim doormat. Sigh.

43 moons ago...
Feels sooo good to clean out my contact list and let go of scarcity, fear of missing out, and hoarding tendencies, as if there were not enough names in the world. May the NEW flow in abundantly with ease and grace. Amen. It's 3am and I'm not tired at all. I could keep going.

 

80 moons ago...
Remembered the day I jumped out of bed at 5am after taking X's marketing e-course to work on website ideas and on my own portfolio

36 moons ago...
Counselling session topic: Need reassurance of our relationship/attachment. So X needs to separate the doubt of yourself from the doubt of our relationship. Exercise: I need you to provide xyz (eg. by being committed) while you go through what you're going through.

61 moons ago...
Forgot my passport but thankfully had Nexus, phew #rookiemistake

16 moons ago...
Is it twisted that I'm excited when flights get cancelled *outside* the US because I get a taxi voucher to a hotel room all to mysef; instead of taking the bus to a guest bedroom? LOL! Just no flight cancellations inside the US please. Oh god. US airlines suck! No, thank you. 

4 moons ago...
I understand god. By not having a low vibe partner is how I'm able to fulfil my higher calling. So until my vibe is high enough to attract high vibe partner, I must be single. It's cruel and I accept it. Life was never meant to be fair! And I accept that now too. I will have my partner when I can trust my soul again as oppose to my body's hormonal cocktail.

52 moons ago...
I looooove coaching P! She's so energetic, positive, adventurous, grateful. Amaaaazing client!! Not like X who has already given up on herself.

4 moons ago...
Oh my darling little girl, crying wondering why he doesn't want her when she knows she's awesome. It's because he was not meant for her. Actually, it's not even been a week, so everyone [inside my head] just needs to chill the f*ck out!!!

2 moons ago...
Maybe my suggestion to X about creating relationship program was from my own need to create a love program...

56 moons ago...
Hearing Will say about Mary: I'm a lucky dawg. One year ago I married this beautiful, amazing woman. <3 <3 <3

72 moons ago...
When I think about people, they text me. #interesting

43 moons ago...
Growth: got my antigravity certification and insurance to teach when I could have been a business owner and operated the business. Ah life, gotta experience it to learn from it. #boom

Women who are free will set the world free.

Freedom on!

xo, Ella

Ellany LeaAbout the Author • Hi, I'm Ella, success coach and founder of Guide to Grace. With 100+ countries traveled, I invite women liberators to freedom at the intersection of: entrepreneurship, enlightenment, and enchantment.
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