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January 31, 2018

There is a freedom at the intersection of: entrepreneurship, enlightenment and enchantment. These are the 22,000+ gratitude moments that got me here. [From gratitude journals 1999-2018]

25 moons ago...
Multiple personality disorder spectrum. Autism spectrum. Gifted spectrum. I'm on all of them! #enlightenment

58 moons ago...
Skype with K was amaaaazing. I'm helping people heal.

15 moons ago...
I'm so in flow and in love (like inside Love, not in love with me-the-person or someone else), that when girl came to sell me bracelets, I smiled and said "no thank you, sweetheart". Wasn't pestered or bothered or guilty or fake smiling. Genuinely loved the little darling but don't want any bracelets. Run along now. This is new. I'm usually so annoyed by panhandlers.

11 moons ago...
Wow, how much rage I still have inside that the Universe isn't taking care of me and is "doing" this on purpose to me via small annoying fly. Wow, so much victim coursing through my veins. Wow, so much more inner work to do. 

22 moons ago...
X sharing that she cried and dropped tears all over her newborn because baby wouldn't stop crying and she didn't know what to do. I wonder if mom dropped tears on me... Would definitely explain why I cry so damn much.

51 moons ago...
Today, and forever more, I commit to never again apologise for something that I did not do. #enlightenment
[Present day: I'm pretty sure I did not hold true to this and kept saying sorry for things that were not my fault. But this declaration was at least a start... I gotta start somewhere. And I'm happy beyond happy that 51 moons later, I can genuinely say that I never say sorry again for things that are not my fault. I no longer have to take on the suffering of the world and apologise for my existence.]

60 moons ago...
Sitting on my balcony listening to leaves rustle. Bliss.

88 moons ago...
My own place! I'm a homeowner!!!

58 moons ago...
OMG I ran into X as she was exiting my condo, freakish timing!! Universe is on high alert listening.

60 moons ago...
Flow: Oops invited X to event which lead to a txt msg frenzy and clearing with Y... Wow! So amazing. I wasn't triggered whatsoever!! I've grown, I've really grown!!

49 moons ago...
Major breakthrough when realised that I have no clear ICA [ideal client avatar] in my business and am undervaluing myself sooo much and keeping myself on the "poverty" line.
[Present day: Interesting... I did and do have an ICA. It's been the same for years. I guess ~2 years ago, I didn't give my ICA enough validation. I had the answer. I just didn't know I had the answer. LOL!

83 moons ago...
So excited about making my own corduroy vest that I couldn't sleep the night before!

3 moons ago...
Power of Now named my fear of loss. If I have the deep true love I want, it’ll be so excruciating to lose it. Woah. #ahamoment

70 moons ago...
Zen moments in my mind just staring into blank

55 moons ago...
X calls me for advice on what to say with "circling parking lot" friends. It feels so good to be needed and to be able to help others. So ask for help, give others this precious gift of being able to help me.

78 moons ago...
Poor X, first thing she asks about is how much website cost, rather than what she'll get out of it. Makes an excuse that she doesn't have time to look at it. In or out? Pick one!

62 moons ago...
X's Paypal question: What am I floating? Bananas! [from minion movie]

50 moons ago...
Running to bank to withdraw money for biz partner: Perspective one is stress, why do I have to do this, frenzy. Perspective two is fresh air, heart racing, cortisol reduction, break from sitting in my chair, time in nature, realising that I do have extra time to get healthy and exercise. The distance is the same, the time is the same, but my perspective is now different. The power of shifting perspectives for joy! So simple, so subtle, so easy, so life altering!!!

4 moons ago...
My poem / resiliency mantra: My soul is strong. My heart loves deep.

58 moons ago...
As soon as I signed up for Leadership, I already played a bigger game. Even the language that I'm using has changed. Fear started melting away. This is gonna blow my business out of the water!
[Present day: And it did! I invested $15,000 and got a return of $40,000 within a year.]

17 moons ago...
What a difference Somatic Experiencing makes! On Bucharest train, instead of shrinking and feeling gawked, I felt beloved and welcomed and cared for.

67 moons ago...
Richard attending my business launch. Giving me feedback. Chattin' away until midnight.

34 moons ago...
While in flow of selling furniture and packing, two high calibre clients contacted me :D
[Present day: I get it now. In flow is the secret to unlocking magnetism. I get it now.]

57 moons ago...
Sat too long at computer, then went to Zumba to get my sexy on. Who knew exercise would invigorate me, instead of not tireing me out (or worse something painful I have to check off my list)

37 moons ago...
Client X is buying experiences, not things. Woohoo, finally! She said she learned to connect physical feeling as an alignment compass to thoughts thanks to me. <3

62 moons ago...
For everyone who doesn't get it, there's 20 who are waiting to hear what I have to say

Women who are free will set the world free.

Freedom on!

xo, Ella

Ellany LeaAbout the Author • Hi, I'm Ella, success coach and founder of Guide to Grace. With 100+ countries traveled, I invite women liberators to freedom at the intersection of: entrepreneurship, enlightenment, and enchantment.
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