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January 5, 2018

There is a freedom at the intersection of: entrepreneurship, enlightenment and enchantment. These are the 22,000+ gratitude moments that got me here. [From gratitude journals 1999-2018]

33 moons ago...
T-shirt idea: it's just that I literally don't care at all.

59 moons ago...
Dad giving me a lift to skytrain <3

69 moons ago...
Kicked off the month with CTI's Fulfillment Coaching course

17 moons ago...
Having buffet lunch in Ivalo and sitting here savouring my food, in disbelief of how much I love myself. How far I've come. How happy I am. How free I am. How kind and loving I am. How in awe of self I am. Finally, finally, finally, finally finally tipped the scale of self hatred into self love. Finally! And it's showing up externally with emails of love and support at my writing (distributed MY way) and loving experiences and followers and tribal leadership and grace and liberation and death of perfectionism!!

87 moons ago...
Fireworks and harps kinda kiss

40 moons ago...
Letting go of my dream apartment. Painted all walls as a bonus to new homeowners (not for perfection), but to be able to toss everything: paint bucket, rollers, brushes, EVERYTHING!! No more neurotic-dad-scarcity!! Tossed it ALL!! No more! Done!!

50 moons ago...
Appointlet: online calendar booking system, whoop whoop, no more back and forthing or "send me 3 date time options" etc.

59 moons ago...
Got with the flow: had conflicting boat cruise and CTI BBQ. Latter got canceled. There you have it. Decision made for ya, no point debating with self or tormenting self.

29 moons ago...
AGY studio in Japan so worried that the class will only be in Japanese and I won't understand. Worry not, I'm a certified AGY instructor. My body will know what to do. Who cares if I get it right or wrong? She seems to worry too much for me. Worry not my dear, much worst things have happened to me. MUCH worse. This is not worth pouring worry over.

2 moons ago...
OMG when making my "I'm the love child of... A + B + C + D" branding graphic, I realized I am a teacher but resisted this title for sooo long because mom is a teacher and my ego-brain has been on a life-long mission to be the opposite of her, to be financially, emotionally and spiritually independent. Oy.

83 moons ago...
Having friends of my own

37 moons ago...
Woohoo! First $97 e-product created, sold and another stream of residual income comin' in! Whoop-whoop! What a treat! People who bought from you are likely to buy from you again!! You never forget your first.

55 moons ago...
Dancing in my living room. Singing in my kitchen. Making fresh lunch. Taking a nap. Work some more. Does it get any better?

41 moons ago...
Note to self: next time, pass people through Breakthrough Session form before giving them my time. Some people are not worth spending time talking to. Ugh.

39 moons ago...
Beware of Facebook page. The power of "looking good" only goes so far… You could have 10,000 Likes but no one ever, ever buys anything from you.

83 moons ago...
Flat bread and house keeping

43 moons ago...
X: Wow your voicemail is sexy
[Present day: LOL! To me, my voice sounds like a 12 year old's voice. So I'm glad somebody thinks I sound sexy. LOL!]

8 moons ago...
“The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this: A human creature born abnormally, inhumanly sensitive. To them… a touch is a blow, a sound is a noise, a misfortune is a tragedy, a joy is an ecstasy, a friend is a lover, a lover is a god, and failure is death. Add to this cruelly delicate organism the overpowering necessity to create, create, create—so that without the creating of music or poetry or books or buildings or something of meaning, their very breath is cut off… They must create, must pour out creation. By some strange, unknown, inward urgency they are not really alive unless they are creating.” ― Pearl Buck, The Good Earth

31 moons ago...
OMG how I'm enjoying "comparing" everyone to X as a high caliber vision to strive for. I know I'm creating a conspiracy in my mind by filling in the holes with my own values and ideas about him... I know this... But it's so refreshing to see someone's photo and see kindness in their eyes and have a man openly and confidently speak of his two greatest values of love and greatness

2 moons ago...
Talked to Karen about hiring her and feeling so grounded, sourced from within, zen-ly thrilled like this has already happened, not just about to happen. Loving the abundance I can receive from escrow Universe now that I don’t have to start and stop that flow because I’m maxed out on marketing and coaching work. I can just focus on being a channel toward my team of coaches!!! Weeeeeee!!!

72 moons ago...
Interesting: the cookie-cutter NSA websites are disappearing. Maybe it's a sign that I shouldn't pursue that avenue...

Women who are free will set the world free.

Freedom on!

xo, Ella

Ellany LeaAbout the Author • Hi, I'm Ella, success coach and founder of Guide to Grace. With 100+ countries traveled, I invite women liberators to freedom at the intersection of: entrepreneurship, enlightenment, and enchantment.
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