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Self-Development Junkie • Investing $100k/10/98 to Reclaim Freedom

There are no overnight sensations, but there are "one night plus 10 years" sensations.

In my case, I was a "one night... plus $100k of ferocious self-development... plus 10 years of freedom practice... oh and, plus 98 re-incarnations" sensation. 

100k/10/98 for short.

When I write about a retreat, I refer to it as a 100k/10/98 retreat because it wasn't that one specific retreat, workshop or course that changed everything. It was the cumulative convergence of ALL the trainings that created the miracle or liberation.

Every master was once a disaster.


$100,000 Tracker of This Self-development Junkie

Are you a self-development junkie too? Have you signed up for every retreat that sparked your soul, every workshop that tickled your mind, and every healing modality that soothed your heart? I have. I invested over $100,000 in personal growth, healing arts, and spiritual empowerment.


CO-ACTIVE LEADERSHIP PROGRAM

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Leadership + Identity 10 months $14,925 USD


3-MOON Ayahuasca RETREATS

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Higher Consciousness 3x 3 nights/4 days $2,344 USD


3X KAMBO

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Higher Consciousness 3x 1/2 day $528 USD


1X BUFO

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Higher Consciousness 1/2 Day $176 USD


 

CERTIFIED DARING WAY™ FACILITATOR CDWF

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Shame Resilience 5 days $6,195 USD


CONSCIOUSNESS SCHOOL + HOLOTROPHIC BREATH

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Higher Consciousness 1/2 Day $ 374 USD


CO-ACTIVE CORE CURRICULUM

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Coaching Skills 5 months (took me 13 months to complete) $5,075 USD


CERTIFIED DARE TO LEAD™ FACILITATOR CDLF

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Leadership + Vulnerability 2 months $0 USD


CONSCIOUSNESS SCHOOL + SWEAT LODGE

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Higher Consciousness 1/2 day 179€ ($212 USD)


VIPASSANA SILENT MEDITATION RETREAT

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Mindfulness + Ego Disidentification 11 days $440 CAD ($338 USD)


SOMATIC EXPERIENCING™

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
PTSD Healing 4 months $692 USD


VIPASSANA SILENT MEDITATION RETREAT

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Mindfulness + Ego Disidentification 11 days $305 USD


SIX-FIGURE BUSINESS COACH / MENTOR

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
E-Business Mentoring 6 months  $7,920 USD


NETWORK SPINAL ANALYSIS (NSA) + SOMATIC RESPIRATORY INTEGRATION (SRI)

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Breath/Movement/Energy Entrainment 6 months + bi-weekly sessions $10,700 USD


CERTIFIED ANTIGRAVITY YOGA INSTRUCTOR

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Mind-body Liberation 4 days $1,025 USD


FEMININE POWER COURSE

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Power Paradigm Shift 7 weeks $495 USD


AKASHIC RECORDS READING

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Past Life Karma Release 3 sessions $360 USD


DEEP TISSUE FEEDBACK RELEASE

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Facial Trauma Release 1 Session $350 USD


CERTIFIED ANTIGRAVITY YOGA INSTRUCTOR AERIAL 1

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Mind-body Liberation 2 days $660 USD

 

COURAGE CAMPS

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
CDWF Alumni Reunion 2x 5 days $2,135 USD


METASOUL BRIDGING

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
3D to 5D Ascension 12 Sessions $1200 USD


SHAMANIC ENERGY CLEARING

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Energy Healing 12 sessions $1,000 USD


RELATIONSHIP COACHING

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Raising Self-Worth 12 months $3,420 USD

 

CERTIFIED PROFESSIONAL CO-ACTIVE COACH

CORE COMPETENCY DURATION TOTAL INVESTMENT
Coaching Skills 6.5 months $8,550 USD


PROGRAM RECOMMENDATIONS, COST BREAKDOWN, AND LESSONS LEARNED

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She Walks Her Talk. Fierce and Free.

  

  • Human Design Analyst
  • I Ching + Tao of Creativity
  • Kabbalah Sacred Contracts
  • Numerology + Astrology
  • Energy Alchemy + Distance Healing
  • Akashic Records Reading
  • Spirit Guide Channelling
  • Consciousness School
    Marbella, Spain
  • Temascal Sweat Lodge 
    Marbella, Spain
  • Sacred Contracts
  • Soul Brand Archetypes    
  • Ayahuasca 3rd Moon + Bufo Alvarius
    Marbella, Spain
  • Ayahuasca 2nd Moon + Kambo
    Marbella, Spain
  • Ayahuasca 1st Moon + Rapé
    Marbella, Spain
  • Courage Camp with Brené Brown
    Equine Therapy

    Houston, TX
  • RAWFEM Retreat Co-founder
  • Feminine Power Course
  • Energetic Intelligence, Lucid Dreaming
  • Vipassana 11-day Silent Meditation
    Antigua, Guatemala             
  • Around-the-World Tour 2016
  • Somatic Experiencing™
  • Vipassana 11-day Silent Meditation
    Vancouver, BC, Canada
  • Shamanic Healing
  • Runes Reading
  • Zen Buddhism
  • Rebirthing
  • A Course in Miracles
  • Tarot Card Reading
  • Around-the-World Tour 2015
  • Positive Psychology, Positive Intelligence, Emotional Intelligence, Social Intelligence
  • EFT Tapping
  • Art Therapy
  • Enneagram
  • Adult Giftedness + Autism Research
  • Published co-author
  • Energy / Shamanic Healing
  • Neuro-feedback
  • Light Therapy
  • Rolfing
  • NIA dance
  • Mindfulness Meditation
  • Kundalini Yoga
  • Daoism
  • Sensory Deprivation
  • Prana Breathing
  • Calling in The One Facilitator
  • The Artist's Way Facilitator
  • Naturopathy
  • Homeopathy
  • Acupuncture
  • Reflexology
  • Macrobiotics
  • Chinese Medicine
  • Institute for Integrative Nutrition (NYC)
  • Salt Caves
  • Sacred Waters
  • Somatic Respiratory Integration (SRI)
  • Reiki
  • Integrative Massage
  • Aromatherapy
  • Crystals Balancing
  • Feng Shui
  • Strength Finders
  • Myers-Brigg Assessment
  • Network Spinal Analysis (NSA)
  • School of Visual Arts (NYC) • Digital Design
  • Around-the-World Tour 2005
  • National University of Singapore • Systems Automation
  • Habitat for Humanity Build
    Nasilai, Fiji
  • McGill University • Bachelor of Engineering
  • Professional Counselling
  • TD Canada Trust Outstanding Leadership Award
  • Flew the nest at 18!
    No financial aid. No parents / spouse to pay my bills. No trust fund. No inheritance.No court settlement. Just me and my two hands!

Born "not enough" and "too much"
...in a world not made for the sensitive and different


What created such a self-development junkie? I've had my share of wounds. I'll spare you the photos I sent to my doctor of my body breaking out in hives when I attempted to write about those wounds.

Even so, I was fiercely obsessed about healing them, being free of the past, and reclaiming all 10 Types of Freedom... even though I had no idea how.

Live fierce and free,

xo, Ella

(First Published Feb 6, 2019)

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ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Having lived, died and traveled 131 countries, 87 emotions, 16 career reinventions, and 46.5 traumas, Ellany Lea inspires and guides women overachievers, phoenixes, wisdom keepers, and entrepreneurs to free her genius, so it frees the world.