To suckle the peace of karmic completion
My Opportestiny™
Stories of Opportunity + Test + Test + Test + Test + Test + Test + Test + Destiny
Whatever pain you can’t get rid of, make it your creative offering.
– SUSAN CAIN
Kintsugi (金継ぎ) is the Japanese art of mending broken pottery with seams of gold.
It honors each fragment's story and breathes new life into a once broken, now original vessel.
4 Stages of Opportestiny™
This is a story of human kintsugi, of mending my Humpty Dumpty self back together again to suckle the nectar of karmic completion. Craughing guaranteed.
STAGE 1
The Smashing
Smash my 12 Wounded Children and 12 Wounded Adults into shards
STAGE 4
The Integration
"Ella, you were never the shards. You are the gold that mends."
Mind-Knowing
🧠
Learned conceptual understanding
Heart-Knowing
💖
Felt emotional comprehension
Body-Knowing
👣
Lived visceral experience
Soul-Knowing
⭐️
Re-membered universal truth
Only in the fever of creation could she recreate her own lost life.
– Anaïs Nin
7
Small T's
From developmental arrest and/or neglect traumas
16.5
Big T's
From acute and/or event-based traumas
10
Chronic T's
From repeated and/or prolonged traumas
13
Complex T's
From comorbidity of Small, Big and Chronic traumas
9
Intergen T's
From intergenerational, inherited and/or secondary traumas
11
Pre 6 years old T's
From "you're f*cked for a long time, but there's hope" traumas
10
Pre 3 years old T's
From "you're scared for life, but not f*cked for life" traumas
CAUSE OF DEATH
Human curelty, stunting, and dumbassery
MANNER OF DEATH
Chronically treated as object*, animal†, and culprit‡
* ATM, sheath, doormat, machete target
† Scapegoat, sacrificial lamb, alley dog, sitting duck
‡ Atlas, Sisyphus
CORONER'S REMARKS
Incarnation to Earth was a bad, bad idea
Note • Report does not include day-to-day micro-aggressions and micro-assaults that don't "count" as traumas. Sigh.
Grieve. Thoroughly. Anything you lose comes round in another form.
– Rumi / Altered by Ellany Lea /
Alchemy of Grief into Glory
This is what came round in my other form... all self funded, zero loans, zero credit cards. ⤵︎
131 Countries
Exquisite Fulfillment
Spiritual Intelligence
Ageless Joy + Vitality
10 Types of Freedom
16 Career Reinventions
Woes and Zeros
On odd days, I wake up wondering, "How am I even still alive, no less at peace in joy?" On even days, I wake up grunting, "Aww crap. Still here."
Given a history of woes and zeroes, if I wrote my whole story to my whole Self, could I be freed from this koan?
Woes
Giftedivergent
CPTSD
ME/CFS/CDR
MCAS
MDD
BPI
Woes
SOS
4S
EDS
MCSS
GAD
PE
Woes
POTS
OCD/UM
CIRS
ARDS
CTD
GB
Zeros
Alcohol
Coffee
"Love"/Sex Addiction
Inpatient
Born with
0 white privilege
0 male privilege
0 connections
0 inheritance
0 trust fund
0 business DNA
Zeros
Drugs
Smoking
Shopping/Tech Addiction
Outpatient
Grew Up with
0 help raising parents + siblings
0 guidance
0 protection
0 nurturance
0 music
0 athletics
0 person to have my back
Zeros
Rx pharma
Eating Disorder
Divorce
Police Record
Survived with
0 financial aid
0 parent to pay for college
0 partner to cover my bills
0 alimony
0 court settlement
0 person to nurse me back to health
There is no greater agony than
bearing an untold story inside you.
– Maya Angelou
loss / death of
Innocence
loss / death of
Worth
loss / death of
Self-esteem
loss / death of
Appetite for life
loss / death of
Grace
loss / death of
Nurturance
loss / death of
Relevance
loss / death of
Self-trust
loss / death of
Safety
loss / death of
Belonging
loss / death of
Validity
loss / death of
Deservingness
The first forty years of childhood are the hardest.
loss / death of
Childhood
loss / death of
Dignity
loss / death of
Humaneness
loss / death of
Will to live
loss / death of
Genius
loss / death of
Identity
loss / death of
Radiance
loss / death of
Empowerment
loss / death of
Wholeness
loss / death of
Self-expression
loss / death of
Equity
loss / death of
Choice
If you don't let your past die,
it won't let you live.
– Ellany Lea
Healeding Tracker
Innocence
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️
Healeding Tracker
Worth
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️ ⚪️
Healeding Tracker
Self-esteem
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️ ⚪️
Healeding Tracker
Grace
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️
Healeding Tracker
Nurturance
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
Healeding Tracker
Appetite for life
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
Healeding Tracker
Relevance
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️
Healeding Tracker
Self-trust
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️
Healeding Tracker
Safety
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️
Healeding Tracker
Belonging
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️ ⚪️
Healeding Tracker
Validity
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️
Healeding Tracker
Deservingness
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️ ⚪️
Fear not the flames,
you are the fire.
– Ellany Lea
Reclaimeding Tracker
Childhood
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️ ⚪️
Reclaimeding Tracker
Dignity
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️
Reclaimeding Tracker
Humaneness
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️
Reclaimeding Tracker
Will to Live
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️
Reclaimeding Tracker
Genius
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️
Reclaimeding Tracker
Identity
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️
Reclaimeding Tracker
Radiance
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️
Reclaimeding Tracker
Empowerment
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
Reclaimeding Tracker
Wholeness
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️
Reclaimeding Tracker
Self-expression
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️ ⚪️
Reclaimeding Tracker
Equity
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️ ⚪️
Reclaimeding Tracker
Choice
🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 🧠 ⚪️ ⚪️
💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 👣 ⚪️ ⚪️ ⚪️
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⚪️ ⚪️
I never said it would be easy, I only said it would be worth it.
– Mae West
A little chat with the Universe ⤵︎
Hey
Sup.
So... let me get this straight.
Shoot.
For me to live safely and freely on Earth, I have to:
1. Heal all 🧠 💖 👣 ⭐️ knowings for each of my 12 Wounded Child
2. Kintsugi and raise them into healed adults
3. Reclaim all 🧠 💖 👣 ⭐️ knowings for each of my 12 Wounded Adult
4. Kintsugi and raise them into whole adults
5. Restore all adults into Moon Dragon yin and Fire Phoenix yang
6. Integrate Moon Dragon and Fire Phoenix into Ouroboros
7. Integrate Polymath and Freedompreneur into Liberator
8. Train Liberator to slash Ouroboros out of her Wheel of Karma
Yep.
Just that?
Just that.
No biggie?
•••
They say there’s a fine line between genius and madness.
Line, what line?
– Ellany Lea
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