Stage 1B • The Smashing of 12 Wounded Adults
My Skyholder
Childhood
Atlas
Single Parent
Slave Captain
All will die if I drop the sky.
It's all on me forever.
I am crushed but no one cares.
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The Insufficient Child
| My Smashings | Story Dedications |
|---|---|
| Primary Smashing | |
| iPhone watery grave Big T Money T |
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| Secondary Smashing | |
| Includes all the Insufficient Child's smashings plus ⤵︎ | |
| Stolen Pentium Big T | |
| Launch funeral Big T Money T Intergen T | |
| Fraud and Frauder Big T Money T | |
| Co-signer con Big T Money T | |
| Gaslighting ballet Chronic T Money T | |
| Shush net Chronic T | |
| Mass grave skulls Small t Intergen T | |
Fawn
Flight
I did not consent to enslavement.
I must overcompensate by being everything to everyone every time.
My Wild Woman
Dignity
Sheath
My only value is my utility to others.
Stay small, silent and sweet.
Suppress my instincts.
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The Disposable Child
| My Smashings | Story Dedications |
|---|---|
| Primary Smashing | |
| Shush net Chronic T |
BECOME A PATRON |
| Secondary Smashing | |
| Includes all the Disposable Child's smashings plus ⤵︎ |
|
| Spiritual kamikazes Complex T Pre 3Money T | |
| Greatness cancellation Big T | |
| Matchbox sparks Big T Money T | |
| Dump trucks paralysis Big T Money T | |
| Basement gang Big T | |
| Fraud and Frauder Big T Money T | |
| Co-signer con Big T Money T | |
| Gaslighting ballet Chronic T Money T | |
| Baby co-parent Complex T Pre 6Money T | |
| ATM dispenser Complex T Pre 3Money T | |
| Plugs in the socket Complex T Pre 6Money T | |
Fawn
Flight
I did not consent to being pillaged.
I must overcompensate by becoming the best white man I can be.
My Overachiever
Humaneness
Sisyphus
I am only valid if I achieve the impossible.
Please + produce + perform + perfect, or perish.
I am never superhuman enough.
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The Failure Child
| My Smashings | Story Dedications |
|---|---|
| Primary Smashing | |
| Launch funeral Big T Money T |
BECOME A PATRON |
| Secondary Smashing | |
| Includes all the Failure Child's smashings plus ⤵︎ | |
| Stolen Pentium Big T | |
| Greatness cancellation Big T | |
| Dump trucks paralysis Big T Money T | |
| Fraud and Frauder Big T Money T | |
| Co-signer con Big T Money T | |
| Steel toe boots Big T | |
| Mass grave skulls Small t Intergen T | |
Flight
Freeze
I did not consent to being a self-emaciating overcompensation.
I must overcompensate by climbing Everest during an avalanche.
My Death Wisher
Will to live
Call of the Void
"SI"
The Burden Child
| My Smashings | Story Dedications |
|---|---|
| Primary Smashing | |
| Blue screen of death Chronic T Money T |
BECOME A PATRON |
| Secondary Smashing | |
| Includes all the Burden Child's smashings plus ⤵︎ |
|
| Spiritual kamikazes Complex T Pre 3Money T | |
| Dump trucks paralysis Big T Money T | |
| Basement gang Big T | |
| Fraud and Frauder Big T Money T | |
| Co-signer con Big T Money T | |
| Steel toe boots Big T | |
| Baby co-parent Complex T Pre 6Money T | |
| ATM dispenser Complex T Pre 3Money T | |
| iPhone watery grave Big T Money T | |
| Plugs in the socket Complex T Pre 6Money T | |
Flight
Freeze
I did not consent to sapiens abuse.
I must overcompensate by joining the walking dead.
My Mystic
Genius
Chiron
Sagittarius
I bare humanity's pain.
“Conceal it, don’t feel it, don’t let it show.”
I am banished underground.
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The Powerless Child
| My Smashings | Story Dedications |
|---|---|
| Primary Smashing | |
| Steel toe boots Big T |
BECOME A PATRON |
| Secondary Smashing | |
| Includes all the Powerless Child's smashings plus ⤵︎ |
|
| Spiritual kamikazes Complex T Pre 3Money T | |
| Dump trucks paralysis Big T Money T | |
| Matchbox sparks Big T Money T | |
| iPhone watery grave Big T Money T | |
Fawn
Freeze
I did not consent to witch burning.
I must overcompensate by inducing soul coma + heart armour + body cloister.
My Empath
Identity
Canary
Martyr
Collateral Damage
The Abandoned Child
| My Smashings | Story Dedications |
|---|---|
| Primary Smashing | |
| Gaslighting ballet Chronic T Money T |
BECOME A PATRON |
| Secondary Smashing | |
| Includes all the Abandoned Child's smashings plus ⤵︎ |
|
| Stolen Pentium Big T | |
| Someone you know Big T | |
| Launch funeral Big T Money T | |
| Basement gang Big T | |
| Steel toe boots Big T | |
| Shush net Chronic T | |
| Matchbox sparks Big T Money T | |
| IPhone watery grave Big T Money T | |
| Mass grave skulls Small t Intergen T | |
Freeze
Fawn
I did not consent to being sacrificial lamb.
I must overcompensate by throwing myself on the fire to keep them warm.
My Moon Dragon
Radiance
Yin Power
It’s a sin to shine.
My job is to vanish into the background.
I must shut down my Knowing.
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The Invisible Child
| My Smashings | Story Dedications |
|---|---|
| Primary Smashing | |
| Plugs in the socket Complex T Pre 6Money T |
BECOME A PATRON |
| Secondary Smashing | |
| Includes all the Invisible Child's smashings plus ⤵︎ |
|
| Spiritual kamikazes Complex T Pre 3Money T | |
| Dump trucks paralysis Big T Money T | |
| Potato fingers Big T | |
| Someone you know Big T | |
| Launch funeral Big T Money T | |
| Basement gang Big T | |
| Steel toe boots Big T | |
| Gaslighting ballet Chronic T Money T | |
| Shush net Chronic T | |
| ATM dispenser Complex T Pre 3Money T | |
| Mass grave skulls Small t Intergen T | |
Freeze
Fawn
I did not consent to oppression.
I must overcompensate by fading to extinction.
My Fire Phoenix
Power
Yang Power
The Too Much Child
| My Smashings | Story Dedications |
|---|---|
| Primary Smashing | |
| Fraud and Frauder Big T Money T |
BECOME A PATRON |
| Secondary Smashing | |
| Includes all the Too Much Child's smashings plus ⤵︎ |
|
| Spiritual kamikazes Complex T Pre 3Money T | |
| Potato fingers Big T | |
| Someone you know Big T | |
| Basement gang Big T | |
| Steel toe boots Big T | |
| Gaslighting ballet Chronic T Money T | |
| Shush net Chronic T | |
| Launch funeral Big T Money T | |
| Co-signer con Big T Money T | |
| Blue screen of death Chronic T Money T | |
| iPhone watery grave Big T Money T | |
Flight
Freeze
I did not consent to persecution.
I must overcompensate self-annihilate to shrink for human smallness.
My Ouroboros
Wholeness
Karma Wheel
I am the broken one.
I am trapped here forever.
I must kamikaze myself.
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The Unsafe Child
| My Smashings | Story Dedications |
|---|---|
| Primary Smashing | |
| Spiritual kamikazes Complex T Pre 3Money T |
BECOME A PATRON |
| Secondary Smashing | |
| Includes all the Unsafe Child's smashings plus ⤵︎ |
|
| Launch funeral Big T Money T |
|
| iPhone watery grave Big T Money T | |
Flight
Fawn
I did not consent to reincarnation.
I must overcompensate by reincarnating at hyper speed to save humanity.
My Polymath
Self-expression
Gifted Adult
Neurodivergent
PTG Brain
Generalists are pariahs.
Only specialists have value.
The DWG Way is the only way.
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The Freak Child
| My Smashings | Story Dedications |
|---|---|
| Primary Smashing | |
| Greatness cancellation Big T |
BECOME A PATRON |
| Secondary Smashing | |
| Includes all the Freak Child's smashings plus ⤵︎ |
|
| Stolen Pentium Big T | |
| iPhone watery grave Big T Money T | |
| Disposable canary Complex T Pre 6 Money T | |
Freeze
Flight
I did not consent to being muzzled/gagged.
I must overcompensate by scurrying on the outskirts.
My Immigrant
Equity
Sitting Duck
Prey
Cheap Labor
I must make up for my “Unacceptable”.
Everything is my fault.
I am here to clean toilets and shut up.
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The Mistake Child
| My Smashings | Story Dedications |
|---|---|
| Primary Smashing | |
| Nausea crossing Chronic T Pre 3 Intergen T | BECOME A PATRON |
| Train platform hunt Chronic T Pre 3 Intergen T | |
| Diaper bracelet Chronic T Pre 3 Intergen T | |
| Unacceptable passport Chronic T Pre 3 Intergen T | |
| Secondary Smashing | |
| Includes all the Mistake Child's smashings plus ⤵︎ | |
| Spiritual kamikazes Complex T Pre 3Money T | |
| Potato fingers Big T | |
| Someone you know Big T | |
| Basement gang Big T | |
| Fraud and Frauder Big T Money T | |
| Co-signer con Big T Money T | |
| 9 schools in 12 yearsChronic T Pre 6 | |
| Gaslighting ballet Chronic T Money T | |
| Shush net Chronic T | |
| Matchbox sparks Big T Money T | |
Fawn
Freeze
I did not consent to being hunted.
I must overcompensate by doormating to the DWG.
My Freedompreneur
Choice
Spiritual Gangster
Maverick
I am but a cog on the factory floor.
I owe everything to the DWG.
I must rat race at a desk until I croak.
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The Deprived Child
| My Smashings | Story Dedications |
|---|---|
| Primary Smashing | |
| Dump trucks paralysis Big T Money T |
BECOME A PATRON |
| Secondary Smashing | |
| Includes all the Deprived Child's smashings plus ⤵︎ |
|
| Spiritual kamikazes Complex T Pre 3Money T | |
| Greatness cancellation Big T | |
| Fraud and Frauder Big T Money T | |
| Steel toe boots Big T | |
Flight
Freeze
I did not consent to DWG dictatorship.
I must overcompensate by being a mass production factory.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Having lived, died and traveled 131 countries, 87 emotions, 16 career reinventions, and 46.5 traumas, Ellany Lea inspires and guides women overachievers, phoenixes, wisdom keepers, and entrepreneurs to free her genius, so it frees the world.
