But how?!?
How am I even still alive, no less at peace in joy, given a record of...
.
CPTSD
ME/CFS
Neurodiv
MCAS
BPI
MDD
SAD
Many -itis's
.
EDS
OCD
4S
ARDS
PE
CTD
IBS
Many auto-xyz's
.
Alcohol
Coffee
Tech Addiction
"Love"/Sex Addiction
Born with
0 white privilege
0 male privilege
0 connections
0 inheritance
0 trust fund
0 business DNA
Using this ⤵︎
Drugs
Eating Disorder
Divorce
Shopping Addiction
Grew with
0 help raising parents + siblings
0 guidance
0 protection
0 nurturance
0 music
0 athletics
0 person to have my back
.
Rx pharma
Smoking
Instutionalised
Police Record
Survived with
0 financial aid
Zero parent to pay for college
0 partner to cover my bills
0 alimony
0 court settlement
0 person to nurse me back to health