Self-Development Junkie • Investing $100k/10/98 to Reclaim Freedom

There are no overnight sensations, but there are "one night plus 10 years" sensations.

In my case, I was a "one night... plus $100k of ferocious self-development... plus 10 years of freedom practice... oh and, plus 98 re-incarnations" sensation. 

100k/10/98 for short.

When I write about a retreat, I refer to it as a 100k/10/98 retreat because it wasn't that one specific retreat, workshop or course that changed everything. It was the cumulative convergence of ALL the trainings that created the miracle or liberation.

Every master was once a disaster.

$100,000 Tracker of This Self-development Junkie

Are you a self-development junkie too? Have you signed up for every retreat that sparked your soul, every workshop that tickled your mind, and every healing modality that soothed your heart? I have. I invested over $100,000 in personal growth, healing arts, and spiritual empowerment.

CO-ACTIVE LEADERSHIP PROGRAM

3-MOON Ayahuasca RETREATS

3X KAMBO

1X BUFO

CERTIFIED DARING WAY™ FACILITATOR CDWF

CONSCIOUSNESS SCHOOL + HOLOTROPHIC BREATH

CO-ACTIVE CORE CURRICULUM

CERTIFIED DARE TO LEAD™ FACILITATOR CDLF

CONSCIOUSNESS SCHOOL + SWEAT LODGE

VIPASSANA SILENT MEDITATION RETREAT

SOMATIC EXPERIENCING™

VIPASSANA SILENT MEDITATION RETREAT

SIX-FIGURE BUSINESS COACH / MENTOR

NETWORK SPINAL ANALYSIS (NSA) + SOMATIC RESPIRATORY INTEGRATION (SRI)

CERTIFIED ANTIGRAVITY YOGA INSTRUCTOR

FEMININE POWER COURSE

AKASHIC RECORDS READING

DEEP TISSUE FEEDBACK RELEASE

CERTIFIED ANTIGRAVITY YOGA INSTRUCTOR AERIAL 1

COURAGE CAMPS

METASOUL BRIDGING

SHAMANIC ENERGY CLEARING

RELATIONSHIP COACHING

CERTIFIED PROFESSIONAL CO-ACTIVE COACH

PROGRAM RECOMMENDATIONS, COST BREAKDOWN, AND LESSONS LEARNED

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She Walks Her Talk. Fierce and Free.

• Human Design Analyst
  
• I Ching + Tao of Creativity
• Kabbalah Sacred Contracts
• Numerology + Astrology
• Energy Alchemy + Distance Healing
  
• Akashic Records Reading
• Spirit Guide Channelling
• Consciousness School
  Marbella, Spain
• Temascal Sweat Lodge 
  Marbella, Spain
• Sacred Contracts
• Soul Brand Archetypes    
• Ayahuasca 3rd Moon + Bufo Alvarius
  Marbella, Spain
• Ayahuasca 2nd Moon + Kambo
  Marbella, Spain
• Ayahuasca 1st Moon + Rapé
  Marbella, Spain
• Courage Camp with Brené Brown
  Equine Therapy
  Houston, TX
  
• RAWFEM Retreat Co-founder
• Feminine Power Course
• Energetic Intelligence, Lucid Dreaming
• Vipassana 11-day Silent Meditation
  Antigua, Guatemala             
  
• Around-the-World Tour 2016
• Somatic Experiencing™
• Vipassana 11-day Silent Meditation
  Vancouver, BC, Canada
  
• Shamanic Healing
• Runes Reading
• Zen Buddhism
  
• Rebirthing
• A Course in Miracles
• Tarot Card Reading
  
• Around-the-World Tour 2015
• Positive Psychology, Positive Intelligence, Emotional Intelligence, Social Intelligence
• EFT Tapping
• Art Therapy
• Enneagram
• Adult Giftedness + Autism Research
• Published co-author
• Energy / Shamanic Healing
• Neuro-feedback
• Light Therapy
• Rolfing
• NIA dance
  
• Mindfulness Meditation
• Kundalini Yoga
• Daoism
• Sensory Deprivation
• Prana Breathing
• Calling in The One Facilitator
• The Artist's Way Facilitator
• Naturopathy
• Homeopathy
• Acupuncture
• Reflexology
• Macrobiotics
• Chinese Medicine
• Institute for Integrative Nutrition (NYC)
• Salt Caves
• Sacred Waters
  
• Somatic Respiratory Integration (SRI)
• Reiki
• Integrative Massage
• Aromatherapy
• Crystals Balancing
• Feng Shui
• Strength Finders
• Myers-Brigg Assessment
  
• Network Spinal Analysis (NSA)
• School of Visual Arts (NYC) • Digital Design
  
• Around-the-World Tour 2005
  
• National University of Singapore • Systems Automation
  
• Habitat for Humanity Build
  Nasilai, Fiji
• McGill University • Bachelor of Engineering
• Professional Counselling
• TD Canada Trust Outstanding Leadership Award
  
• Flew the nest at 18!
  No financial aid. No parents / spouse to pay my bills. No trust fund. No inheritance.No court settlement. Just me and my two hands!
  

Born "not enough" and "too much"
...in a world not made for the sensitive and different

What created such a self-development junkie? I've had my share of wounds. I'll spare you the photos I sent to my doctor of my body breaking out in hives when I attempted to write about those wounds.

Even so, I was fiercely obsessed about healing them, being free of the past, and reclaiming all 10 Types of Freedom... even though I had no idea how.

Live fierce and free,

(First Published Feb 6, 2019)